god i still miss her. Even though i broke up with her. It was a tough decision. I needed to do it for her sake and hers alone. It was also for my own Independence-to see how well, how far i would get without my best friend. i must say i got farther than i hoped for. yet i still wish to be with her again because i feel i can make things right this time.

but thats unfair for her, she went through hell. hell i caused for her, hell i keep creating for her to this day. though i will try to get on good terms with her. i want to, everyday ever since i broke up with her, i have always been thinking about her. my first thought in the morning and last when im about to sleep. 

god i still miss her.

wow its been so long since i posted anything on tumblr, god. i miss her, i miss my girlfriend, i just miss that girl who just made me feel  gkfl,;sdfafiwhwbeqkdlfsmvpxcj dfknmddgvyhsdsvfd, words cannot describe but it was in a good way

i feel like writing but not like this

like this:

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